Life.
We’re supposed to live Forever
yet we die
Everyone is Invincible
yet we are weak
We could own Everything
yet we aren’t happy
We think we are Wise
until we appear foolish
Then we become Angry
until we feel guilt
Opposites
yet connected
Don’t forget the rise and fall, the sway of emotions, fate, destiny.
All of it.
Invest yourself into something but don’t over invest.
You’ll become devoured, engulfed and drowned in it.
Be happy in the moment.
Be sad in the moment.
Be angry in the moment.
Feel it all and live it all.
But don’t be devoured, engulfed and drowned.
Life.
I should really start taking it seriously.
I have a lot to prove to you all.
Especially to my Wonderwall.
Premonitions
I had a dream that you were leaving.
You wouldn’t tell me where you were going, just that you’d be gone for a while.
Where are you going? I beckoned.
Don’t worry, I’ll be back soon. You whispered as you kissed my cheek.
You opened the door & a blinding light came before I knew it you were gone.
What was just a dream had become a nightmare.
Where are you? Where are you? I yelled in panic.
No answer.
Everywhere I looked I asked of you.
No answer.
Rage grew in me towards them.
They didn’t want to tell me, Why?
But soon I realized that you left.
You left me alone.
in this loneliness I didn’t feel much different just residual sadness & anger.
Nothing had changed.
You were just gone.
I pushed you away & you left.
Good for you.
Wish.
I wanted to text you today to tell you how much I hate you.
You’ve left me broken in pieces for others to put me back together and cut their fingers on the glass.
It’s been a while since I’ve felt this way and I’m not sure Ill ever feel secure.
I give advice but never take it because it’s harder when it’s in your world.
I was never meant to have nice things and thanks to you I have no chance at ever having them.
I wish I’d never met you life would’ve been happier.
Instead Im stuck here shattered while you’re happy w/ that bastard.